Yesterday, my friends and i got into a huge conversation regarding life, its obstacles, why people act the way they do, and about several other topics.... it opened my eyes to how much there is to learn, and not only that but also to how we can converse about real, important situations now that we are intellectual..... ADULTS!
The boys tease me and say that i always have a story for everything... and im realizing that i normally do (ugh just like my father! grrreaaaaat) have a story that relates to all of my conversations. I have really been through a lot of shit... and good times of course... but sometimes i wonder what my life would be like if i chose a different path, or a different group of friends. It amazes me how every action effects sooooo many others, and if for instance something could have gone differently in our heritage how easily it could have prevented me from even being created and given the opportunity of life.
Life needs to be taken advantage of. Im so excited for all of the other experiences and knowledge i will gain through out my lifetime... all of the people i will meet, all the ways we will effect one an other and all of the creativity built of each others chemistry.
To be honest i cant see myself finding someone that is perfect for me. i believe there is no such thing. There have been several guys i believed "got me" or "cared" but ive learned it is sooooooo much more than that. They must be loyal, patient, committed, and honest. They must respect me and my opinion and want to help me achieve my dreams. I only can wait, wait for the day that my "Prince Charming" will come along.... Lets just hope he comes at the right time.... if there is ever such thing!
As for tonight, Im going to get a nice shower and work on some homework until i get too tired.... hopefully someone will be up and about by then... ;)
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