Familia es numero uno

Lately my dads health has been dwindling and its not only stressing me out because i dont want to see him in pain or close to death but also because im so young and my chances of having a father to someday lead me to an alter are fading closer to non-existence. This weekend i went home from school and spent some quality time with the quality people in my life. Christine, Grace, Kaitlin and I all had a night to bond before they return to college (lucky bitches got an extra 2 weeks of break!). I also spent hours talking to my dad about  our heritage and some of his experiences growing up, im really glad bc there is no garented time with anyone, he could be gone tomorrow and i dont want to have any questions for him after his time has come. I even got to spend some time with my mom which i always enjoy, until i ask her for advice and sometimes.... most of the time.... she takes it the wrong way and we dont end up agreeing on what i should do... lol. i guess i shouldnt ask her at all! But she will always be the one person i can rely on! im glad i have a good relationship with my parents, i just wish they were happier... it would make me much happier anyways.