rainy days fade away....

This morning it was so nice waking up in my bed at home, comfortable, relaxing, worry free.
Me and dad went to Twinnys for lunch, I had a pulled pork sandwich. So good! Then we went to Mollys to get some ammunition for the guns my brother sold my dad. There was a big storm afterwards and we had a hard time driving home. Sometimes I really worry about my dad driving the camero... its just so old and unsafe let alone his vision is not the best. Its really crazy how me and my dads relationship can be. Sometimes he can be awesome, but other times he just gets really mad and hard to deal with. Or he wil just ask stupid fucking questions and i know he isnt that dumb and he just is trying to get attention. Which i need to be more understanding sometimes because me and my mom are pretty much all he has and all he gets to talk to. I know my time with him is dwindling and i need to appreciate the time i have with him more. I just wish he was younger and healthier... im sure things would be a lot better that way.

Today is my moms birthday. We sent her some flowers that were very beautiful and springy. Im sure she loved them. I love her a lot and i want her to really know that i appreciate her. Maybe ill make her something today to show her...

So im a pretty lucky bitch and here is why....

I had a broken tooth that had been giving me mad problems for a while now and i couldnt even eat on that side of my mouth for months and had to wait for my moms dental insurence to kick in. SOMEHOW i mannaged to make it almost 4 months. My first dentist apointment was totally dedicated to just game planning what he was going to do to my tooth. It was either a possible filling BEST CASE.... most likely rout canal or extraction..... I GOT LUCKYYY! he saved my tooth but i still have soreness but it is deff getting better :) He also informed me that my wisdom teeth will most likely close the gaps in my other teeth so i shouldnt even bother getting braces :)
SO i need to start pampering my teeth like babies

Im supposed to be working out hardcore but its been raining a lot lately and with my tooth problems and getting organized and my friends its been hard to work out daily. i still want to loose 20 lbs atleast this summer so hopefully it will start being less shitty so i can get back on my game. Ima try and do some other work out things that mandie left over here one day. they look serious! hah

I was really nervous about getting my job back at the granary due to other rumors around... but im pretty confident now that its all going to be alright... im also going to do some work for ms ellen and start cutting the grass once a week for poppa.

I wanna go see some of my DCAD girls soon but idk if ima have the time to go down there and idk if i wanna save as much money as possible or what.... but i do know i wanna see them :)

i think today ima start reading the Harry Potter books. I want to get away to a fantasy world for a little while....