Tuesday, March 8, 2011

scattered thoughts

Today sure did start out stressful, with a paper due and a mid term in Art History II. Im pretty sure i should get a B or better on both of them so hopefully the stress will be worth it. Especially after memorizing 30 slides to only need 6 and vocab. I lucked out and was really prepared for the essay so hopefully i got a good score on that!

Tomorrow my spoon sculpture is due, it looks good but i plan on adding more to it on my own time. I want to add some sort of color and other designs with maybe larger or smaller spoons. We shall see... but i burnt some skin off my middle finger with the hot glue gun tonight... that sure was not fun. I cant begin to imagine what it feels like to be burned even worse.!

Friday is our trip to DC to another art museum.... should be fun i love to see all of the creativity and different mediums! I hope they have some cool exhibits that i can do my review on. Hopefully it will be a good day :) and pretty outside!

This week Im prolly going to see my girl Mandi, she is on spring break this week and im really excited to see her because we dont get to talk much when were at school. we both are just so caught up in our own thing now. I love how i have friends that we dont have to talk every day to know we still have each-other as  good friends and we dont have to worry about being replaced. I dont really see the point in feeling replaced anymore because anyone can be replaced so theres no reason to be worked up or to feel down because those people can be replaced too.

Ive been feeling quite distant  with one of my best friends lately. But i really cant expect anything from her anymore. Its just sad to think the girl i wanted to get best friend tats with never returns my calls and only seems to talk to me when its good for her and doesnt care about how im doing anymore.... i just miss the old days but we both have our own lives. She has been slipping away from me for years and i never really noticed until now. Oh well, better us drift then have a terrible fight. I just hope she takes care of herself, which im sure she will i just really care about her. =/

Ive been really enjoying working on my art lately, ive noticed when i have fun with it that my work comes out better and ive been getting my grades on track again! Im excited to see my portfolio at the end of the year to see how much better ive gotten! My drawing professor seemed very enthused when we had my review yesterday, he wants to keep several of my drawings for the student show and also wants to photograph some of my art! I was excited to hear how excited he was about my talent and artistic choices. I really hope im great at my job someday so i can enjoy it and enjoy life!

Things are on a better track with me and a certain someone, im glad i know what i want now... FRIENDSHIP!

I think i may start reading a book for myself soon, katie gave me a good one she liked. Its in letter form, kinda cool :)

I really miss my family, my broskis and their families and my moms side of the crew too. i wish we all could just get together and have a blast! Im excited for my wedding or college graduation to have that one tho! hahah. I wish i could see my niece this summer too.... way too much shit to do these days though. SO MUCH SHIT I WANT TO DO! haha. fml!

Im going to try and get a good nights rest for once.... 11 o clock.... now thats EARLY lol

sweet dreams

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