Ive had a nice relaxing weekend, had some fun getting all dressed up, but then getting too shitty to go out!
I also got to see an old friend from middle school, he is all grown up :) it was nice to talk with him again...
Some things never change i swear, so many good guy friends of mine have been in and out of jail, no matter how many times they get caught, and serve time they still dont learn their lesson. its actually kinda upsetting bc i know that they have sooo much more going for them then to be sitting in a cell somewhere.
Kinda applies to my friends that are battling addiction aswell, its really sad seeing them blow all their money, or someone elses money, just to get high. waste their health that they were blessed with and the knowledge that they have the potential to make a difference. People begin to prioritize drugs before themselves. THATS A PROBLEM HELLOOOOO!! hahah, i just wish that they all wanted the help they need. Makes me wonder what kind of friend i am to stand by as they slowly kill themselves, or creep closer to that overdose that only takes one time to kill you.... ive already been close to that happening once right infrount of me, and have lost another friend already.... Zac for instance was an amazing guy, always putting a smile on everyones faces, so young and handsome. it is really a damn shame! i miss him sooo much and i feel for his family every single day. I will never forget the feeling of seeing my friend without a breath left in his body. I dont give a fuck who you are or what you have been through, that "HIGH" is not worth DEATH. your friends and family are worth more, all the time that has been dedicated to your life already... its not only not fair for you to take your family and friends care for ganted but its not fair for these people to cut their own lives short.... who knows, you might be the one person this whole world needs to make a difference. I mean, why else are we here.... im sure as hell not going to stand by and just be nothing but a contributing factor towards global warming!
ON A LIGHTER NOTE.....
I cleaned the hell out of my apartment and
ive started doing my workouts. yoga is so relaxing!
gotta stay on top of shit!
I have mad reading to catch up on but i dont feel like it what-so-everrrrr! but i must do it, and scholarships need to be filled out asap!
Embrasing life and all it has to offer.... <3
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