i always find myself being so vulnerable. I hate feeling this way and i do not intend on letting my feelings get the best of me for a long time. i really dont understand how i could dig myself into a hole by doing everyhing i think someone else wants from me. i talk about how i need to care more about my own well being yet i continue to put myself out there by caring about others. i wish changing old habbits was simpler.... i wish a lot of things. im disapointed in myself for letting it get to me. OHHHH WELLLLL, i will have to get over it..... like usual. Goodnight, i think i need to rest my brain for a while....
im starting to feel unworthy of someone special...
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